Thursday, December 10, 2009

Forty OH! Forty!

I turned 40 yesterday.  It's weird.  I've been wondering for the past several years how I'd feel about this event.  At first I was looking forward to it.  Then, not so much.  Now that it's here?  I'm not sure yet.  I'll need to give it a few days (or weeks, or months) to get the feel of it. 

I do know it feels different physically.  I mean, not all of a sudden.  I didn't wake up yesterday morning wondering where the "thickness" in my body came from.  It's been settling in slowly over the past few years.  Looks like it's here to stay.  And guess what?  I don't care!  And guess what else?  It feels good to not care! 



I haven't figured out what 40 symbolizes to me, and it's important that I do.  Thirty symbolized the beginning of finally getting a few things figured out in my life (like relationships).  Thirty was good.  I don't know what 40 means to me just yet.  I hope it's something wonderful!

2 holla'd back:

Anonymous said...

Love the new pic!

Your still as pretty at 40 as you were at 10. It only get better from here.

Love you!

Ash

PS...I'll be 40 next August :-)

Tiff Moser said...

Happy Birthday sweetie!!! Sorry I was out of town on the big day. I agree with the comment above even though I didn't know you at ten....you are beautiful!!!!

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