crapstain: Gonna Find Another Place, Maybe One I Can Stand

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Gonna Find Another Place, Maybe One I Can Stand

http://crapstain.blogspot.com/2010/08/oh-huh-uh-no.html

Listen. Read. Reflect.

That song is a perfect reflection of what's going on in my mind right now. Portland had a huge impact on me. It's calling me. I loved the people of Portland. Those are the people i want to photograph. Those are the people i want to live among. "Gonna find another place, maybe one i can stand."

I'm so ready to leave Arizona. It's so dead to me here, so characterless and bland. "Went to the porch to have a thought, got to the door and again i couldn't stop." I wasn't cut out for living in a flat, brown, lifeless (in oh so many ways) place.

I have got to get out of here. I waited so long to live my life as myself that i don't want to waste another minute.

People, don't waste your life trying to force yourself into a mold that isn't you! One day you may find it was all a lie and that years of your life are gone that can't be gotten back.

I think it's time to pack it up and move along. "Gonna float on maybe would you understand."

1 holla'd back:

Chris said...: The problem for me was, I didn't know who or what I was until I had done several things out of obligation or lack of confidence. I remember listening to the band I Love You in 1994, hearing lyrics like "I know the danger of/Hanging with the fading love", but it took another eleven years of hanging with it to finally get to the point of recognizing it as such.

Anyway, I hope you spent yesterday celebrating what surely must be a sacred day for you!; Monday, September 20, 2010

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Type Seven in Brief

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Sevens are extroverted, optimistic, versatile, and spontaneous. Playful, high-spirited, and practical, they can also misapply their many talents, becoming over- extended, scattered, and undisciplined. They constantly seek new and exciting experiences, but can become distracted and exhausted by staying on the go. They typically have problems with impatience and impulsiveness. At their Best: they focus their talents on worthwhile goals, becoming appreciative, joyous, and satisfied.

We have named this personality type The Enthusiast because Sevens are enthusiastic about almost everything that catches their attention. They approach life with curiosity, optimism, and a sense of adventure, like “kids in a candy store” who look at the world in wide-eyed, rapt anticipation of all the good things they are about to experience. They are bold and vivacious, pursuing what they want in life with a cheerful determination. They have a quality best described by the Yiddish word “chutzpah”—a kind of brash “nerviness.”

Although Sevens are in the Thinking Center, this is not immediately apparent because they tend to be extremely practical and engaged in a multitude of projects at any given time. Their thinking is anticipatory: they foresee events and generate ideas “on the fly,” favoring activities that stimulate their minds—which in turn generate more things to do and think about. Sevens are not necessarily intellectual or studious by any standard definition, although they are often intelligent and can be widely read and highly verbal. Their minds move rapidly from one idea to the next, making Sevens gifted at brainstorming and synthesizing information. Sevens are exhilarated by the rush of ideas and by the pleasure of being spontaneous, preferring broad overviews and the excitement of the initial stages of the creative process to probing a single topic in depth.

Sevens are frequently endowed with quick, agile minds, and can be exceptionally fast learners. This is true both of their ability to absorb information (language, facts, and procedures) and their ability to learn new manual skills—they tend to have excellent mind-body coordination, and manual dexterity (typewriting, piano playing, tennis). All of this can combine to make a Seven into the quintessential "Renaissance person."

Ironically, Sevens' wide-ranging curiosity and ability to learn quickly can also create problems for them. Because they are able to pick up many different skills with relative ease, it becomes more difficult for them to decide what to do with themselves. As a result, they also do not always value their abilities as they would if they had to struggle to gain them. When Sevens are more balanced however, their versatility, curiosity, and ability to learn can lead them to extraordinary achievement.

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